I'm a Homeless Woman

I'm a homeless woman for the past 5 months. <br>I walk 7-9 hours a day, even in the rain, to find any job I can find. <br>I didn't work in over 6 months because I was so busy searching for work. <br>I've applied to so many places and jobs for many months now, and I've only recently gotten 2 interviews. <br>My skin is breaking out, my eyes look tired all the time, and I'm getting so much grey hair. <br>I'm constantly judging myself and trying to have self-control all the time, but it feels hopeless. I can't do anything about it. <br>I'm just fucked up by what I've been through for the past few years.