I’m sick to my stomach and I feel so ashamed.

Got drunk and did 3.5g of shrooms last night. I wanted to bring some friends home but my parents were here. I asked them to leave but they wouldn’t so I had a panic attack. They rushed me to the hospital. I’m in a lot of shit. They said they’re gonna come pick me up tonight and I’ll spend the night at their place. I’m terrified. I’ve got a huge college interview tomorrow and that might be shot to shit now. I feel so ashamed and sick. Haven’t eaten anything in two days. I’m drinking water but I just feel like shit. This is the most humiliating thing that’s happened to me in a long time. My mother is so confused and disappointed in me. Shrooms were supposed to be fun. I do them every once in a while. No big deal. I do them with my friends every now and then. I even give them away to people. I don’t sell them. I just like the feeling that I’m helping people have a good time. I feel like a piece of shit. I wish I could just go back. I feel nauseous as well. I just want to go back home. I’ve never been in this situation before. I’m a college student and I still live with my parents. I do all my stuff in my room. They were visiting me because they haven’t seen me in a long time. They never knew I did shrooms. I guess I’m just feeling sick to my stomach and ashamed.