How can I let my boyfriend know I’m in love with him?

The guy I’m seeing and I went on a camping trip. The first night we spent having a small fire and talking. We talked for hours and got to know a lot about each other. We were each other’s first loves; mine was a high school boyfriend who cheated on me, his was a college sweetheart that completely left him.<br><br>A few nights later I told him I’m in love with him. He smiled and said he’s in love with me too. A few nights after that we had sex. It was the first time for both of us, and though it hurt like hell it was a magical experience.<br><br>When we got back home, our parents were very excited to hear our stories. Both my parents and his parents are friends and it turned out they’ve always secretly hoped that their children would get married one day.<br><br>My parents were especially excited and so they hosted a dinner for our families. They decorated the whole dining hall with photos of us when we were kids and our dates from the camping trip. They also made my boyfriend’s favorite food, lasagna. When he finished his meal he bursted out laughing and then he fell over onto the floor. He kept laughing and then he started screaming. His body began to convulse and contort in ways that I’d never imagined possible. My mother, my father, and even I tried to hold him down but he was too strong. In the end, he stopped convulsing and he laid still for hours.<br><br>On the car ride home I asked his father if he knew what might have caused this. He opened his coat to reveal a small pill bag and a needle. He told me that the food my parents made must have interacted with his medication. He told me I shouldn’t worry because it’s happened before and he always recovers. I was very concerned so I asked if my boyfriend was okay when we were camping. It turned out that he didn’t bring his medicine because he was afraid that airport security would see it and not let him through.<br><br>I was very worried about him, so in the morning I skipped school to go check on him. His dad let me in and I found him awake in bed. We talked for a while and he seemed to be okay so I went back home. Later that night I got a call from him and he sounded very excited. He told me he wanted to break up with his dad and go live on his own. I told him that it was a great idea because he was 19 and it’s time to go out into the world.<br><br>When we were camping, we talked about our dream homes. I told him that my dream home is a 4 story house with a garden. He told me his dream home is a 1 story house with a garden. So I made a bet with him. If he ever gets a house like that, I’ll be the one to mow his lawn. I’m not allowed to tell him the stakes though. I forgot about this until he told me about the breakup and again I told him that it was a great idea.<br><br>At first his dad was hesitant, but when he saw how excited his son was so he agreed. He paid for a 1 story house with a garden and that’s where we’ve been spending most of our time. My parents were very happy when they saw how happy we were so they decided to host another dinner. They made the same lasagna and extra care to take out any ingredient that might make him sick. He ate the lasagna and he was fine.<br><br>He told me that everything was okay because he brought his medicine with him. He took a small pill and nothing happened. Two days later my parents hosted another dinner. Again the lasagna was made with extra care. He took another pill and he was okay.<br><br>This kept happening for weeks. Every time he would take the pill and be okay. I was very happy that he was okay but I was also worried about him taking the pill every day. I confronted him about it and he told me I should worry about myself. He took out a small bag of pills and a needle from his pocket and gave it to me. He told me that if I take the pill every time we come to this house, I’ll be okay. He told me that if I don’t take the pill, I’ll end up like him.<br><br>I was very confused so I went to his father. It turned out that my parents had been feeding me the same drug they’ve been feeding him. It’s a medicine that makes the consumer very calm and obedient. It’s a powerful drug that will make a person do anything you say as long as they take it every day. I didn’t know what to make of this so I went to the doctor. The doctor told me that everything I’ve been saying is insane and I should be happy I have such caring parents.<br><br>At first I didn’t know what to do but then I realized that this was perfect. No one suspects me because they think I’m also under the medicine’s effect. My parents told me to drop out of school and live with them again. I happily agreed and told them that I’m willing to do anything as long as I can live with them.<br><br>Yesterday, again my parents hosted a dinner. And again they made the lasagna. This time however, I didn’t take my pill. I ate my lasagna and I’m writing this right now. My parents are confused and my boyfriend is angry. His dad told him that he was worried about me and he’s glad I’m okay but he’s very angry with my parents.<br><br>I don’t know what’s going to happen next but I know I’m going to be okay because my boyfriend is okay. Oh, also, I’m currently hiding in a bush in our front yard. That’s why I’m using a torch to light up my phone.