4chan is the only place where I can talk about things I can’t tell anyone else

My wife won’t kiss me. She’ll do everything else, I’m a bit overweight but I’ve lost a lot and I’m working on it. She’s gained a lot more than I’ve lost though lol, I’d be fine with her anyway but she’s insecure about it. She was always a bit awkward with kissing. She’s not the type that likes PDA and I’m fine with that<br><br>I’ve asked her if she’d be willing to kiss me and she said it’s embarrassing to her but she said I smell too bad. I’ve started brushing my teeth after dinner and we sleep in separate bedrooms during the week because I work nights and I don’t want to disturb her. I jump in the shower when I get home in the morning and brush my teeth again and we usually hang out on weekends. <br><br>When we have sex she’ll only give me a quick peck on the lips. I asked her if I could kiss her but she said no. I find it embarrassing to think about but I’ve asked my friends and they said it was odd and they don’t have this issue with their partners. I don’t know how to help myself? I don’t remember any of my ex saying this and I don’t think I was sloppy with them. <br><br>It’s embarrassing to bring up to anyone that I know. It’s embarrassing to ask advice. I don’t know how to help myself. That’s what I miss the most. Kissing her.<br><br>I’ve been overweight for years and she’s been overweight for years. Does she expect a magic kiss and suddenly I’ll be a fitness model? I’ll never be that. I don’t think I’m that bad I don’t smell bad and I keep myself clean. I’m ok in the looks department. I don’t think I’m worse than her lol<br><br>I know I won’t get any replies but it’s nice to talk about it.