I'm giving up on being a normie

I'm an American and I'm 24 years old. I just dropped out of college and I'm about to quit my humble software developer job. I've always been interested in the modern day internet Hikki-Man and I'm about to take the leap. I'm about to sell my car and cancel any plans to buy any more cars, move to a cheap apartment in a crime ridden area of town, completely abandon my exercise and workout routine, and completely go off social media and avoid any social events.<br><br>I'm tired of being fake and I'm tired of the burden of having to be attractive or pragmatic. I'm tired of the burden of trying to be someone I'm not just to impress others because I thought people would be impressed by it. I'm tired of feeling like I'm just scripted out by society with a predestined path and I don't have any free will, I'm tired of being stressed out and worried about making money and budgeting, and I'm tired of the facade of modern society.<br><br>I'm not a loner or a loser, I've had plenty of friends and I've dated multiple girls and I've had a good time socially and I've gone on adventures and did a lot of cool things. It's all seemed shallow now. I really want to just isolate myself and avoid anything that means I have to interact with people and I want to completely leave the modern day capitalist society structure. I don't care about losing out on being successful or making money or winning over the ladies.<br><br>I want to wake up in the morning, do whatever the hell I want, and not have to worry about anything. I'm humble and I don't need a lot to be happy, I can be content with a little. I don't want to be pragmatic anymore or do anything that I do for the sake of status or a reward. I'm about to give up on life and I know it will be painful and I'll go through a withdrawal period but I know I'll come out the other side better off.