Why do I want to be looked at in public?

So.. I'm a teen. I'm pretty insecure, I get compliments often and stuff but I feel like I'm kinda boring looking. I'm skinny, I have a baby face, I get mistaken for a 13 year old even though I'm 16. <br><br>I don't like going outside because I feel like I'm irrelevant, like nobody cares if I'm there or not, and that feeling hurts me. I want my appearance to be noticed. I want people to make a mental note of me. I want to be the type of person others are jealous of, or wished they looked like... I just want to be acknowledged, I want to make a presence known. Whenever I go outside, I feel like I just blend in, nobody gives me a second look because I'm not special, I'm just like everybody else but I want to be better. I want to be noticed.