I would not let a physically handicapped girl go in front of me in a Starbucks

I was a college kid working full time and going to school full time. I was physically exhausted, mentally exhausted, and was broke. I didn't have time for anything let alone getting coffee. My friend and I went to Starbucks and there was a girl in a walker there. I remember there being this snarky smile on her face that seemed smug. My friend said "oh let her go in front of us" and I was like no and explained why my life was so challenging and how it was my only break. Now I know she could have been going through a hard time and my lives challenges are nothing to hers but again I was physically and mentally exhausted and just wanted to get my coffee and go to work. So I didn't let her go in front of me.<br><br>Edit: This was 15 years ago. I do better now. And I'm willing to let people go ahead of me now. I've learned to let go. <br><br>Maybe it was just my perception, but the way she looked at me told me she knew I was a very unhappy person and that made me angry. Everyone else said to let her go first and I was livid that I was exhausted and tired and still everyone cared more about her then me. It was a bad time and I was angry at the world. <br><br>I've learned to let go a lot since then. To forgive and move on.