I have a mental illness and I haven’t been taking my medication, just to see if people notice a change.

I have severe depression and have been prescribed a strong medication, but I stopped taking it and haven’t told anyone.<br><br>I want to see how long it takes for my family and friends to notice a change in me. I’m scared that if I stop taking my medication, they might not even notice the difference.<br><br>I know it’s stupid and I should take my medication, but I’m curious to see how much people actually pay attention to me and whether they can tell when I’m not feeling well.<br><br>I hope someone will notice soon and try to help me. I’m scared and I want to take my medication again, but I don’t know if it’s too late.<br><br>I don’t want to end up in the hospital, but I’m worried that if I keep skipping my medication, I might have a breakdown.<br><br>I know this isn’t the best decision, but I just want to feel like someone cares about me and will notice if something is wrong.<br><br>I wish I could go back and take my medication, but I don’t know if I can.