If I'm toxic, women can be too.

Let's get right into this. Women are biological bullies. They use their biology and the fact that I'm attracted to them to bully me around. They refuse to engage with me until I'm a "respected man". <br><br>Respected man means a list of things including but not limited to: Good looks, successful and wealthy, a home and a car, and other isSelected stuff that you know what I mean. They can say the same things about men but they're the ones that put me into this box. They refuse to let me date them until I do all these things and if I'm otherwise it's "you're a loser go away". <br><br>They say this and then go and date men who have done all these things and then when the relationship ends, they blame me for not being attractive enough, for not having enough money, for being a loser. They blame me for every reason why their relationships end. They say I'm toxic, that I'm a loser, that I'm a piece of garbage, that I need to get offline; but none of them reflect on themselves. <br><br>They refuse to reflect on themselves and they always make excuses for their behaviour. They're not bullies, I'm just being sensitive. They're not narcissistic, I just can't handle a strong independent woman. They're not making me feel bad about myself, I'm just naturally insecure. <br><br>I don't want a strong independent woman. I want a girlfriend, a friend, a person I can care and love for. I don't want someone that's going to treat me like a piece of dirt, while I treat them like a princess. I don't want someone who's never going to be happy with me because I'm not rich enough, I'm not attractive enough, I don't have a nice enough house. <br><br>I want someone who's going to love me for who I am as a person. I want someone who's going to treat me like a person, someone to laugh with and someone to cry with. I don't want some random woman that I don't know treating me like a piece of trash because I'm not rich, because I'm not hot, because I don't have a car. <br><br>I'm not toxic, I'm human. I don't need to change. It's women who need to change. They need to stop treating me like a piece of garbage because I'm poor and I'm ugly. I want someone who's going to love me because I'm a good person, because I'm nice, kind and gentle. <br><br>That's the kind of person I am. I'm a nice person and I don't deserve to be treated like a piece of garbage.