My husband admitted he wanted to sexually assault a woman

Throwaway bcs I don’t wanna be associated with him. Our small town had a very pretty and popular girl that everyone wanted. She was also in a class above mine and my husband’s. <br><br>She got into a lot of drama and one time caught a stalker. But it was swept under the carpet. No one believed her and weirdly enough her stalker was her then boyfriend. She very quickly disappeared to college. <br><br>My husband brought her up out of nowhere and said he wanted to be her stalker and would have loved to assault her because she was so pretty and he was into the idea of non consent for a while. <br><br>He was also into degradation and humiliation and he’d wanted to do all that to her and get away with it. I’m beyond disgusted and don’t know how to feel. He was my first love and I love him so much but I feel so violated after his admission.