It’s always the woman’s fault even when it’s not

Everyone always points fingers at us even when we’re victims. <br><br>Example: I was sexually assaulted by my half-sister’s boyfriend and was told it was my fault. I was 12 years old and I don’t remember everything that happened, only that it happened. <br><br>Now I’m mad at myself all the time and I feel like I deserved it. I’m ashamed, but also angry and hurt. I always feel useless and a waste of space because I can’t do anything to stop these people from hurting me, and my father was the only person who believed me while the rest of the family and even my own mother, aunts, uncles, and friends blamed me for it and tried to cover it up for my half-sister, while I was told never to say anything about it to anyone or else I’d be in trouble, even though i have nothing to hide. They’re all men and a few women talking shit about me and I just can’t do anything about it. I want to scream my head off just thinking about it so yeah, forgive me for rambling.