What the f*** i am 18, why didnt you tell me to lose weight younger?

seriously what the fuck i am 18 and i am fat as f***, my mother knew that i was always chubby why the f*** didnt she push me to start losing weight earlier? i am f***in angry, now i have to wait another f***in year or 2 to lose all this f***in weight, why am i an ugly piece of dog s*** lmao.