My first kiss was someone from this sub

So this happened about 9 years ago.<br><br>I was 18 and so was this guy. I met him in the summer through mutual friends and we started talking. This was the first time I ever met this guy. It was at the beach. I was walking along the shore, looking for sea glass, and he came up behind me and started talking to me. He told me right away that he was pretty drunk. I had already had a few drinks, but I was still pretty sober at that point. He told me his name was Luke, and I told him my name. It started out as a normal conversation. He was kind of quiet and shy. I liked him. He was really cute and he had really pretty blue eyes.<br><br>Slowly, he started acting more erratic. I remember at one point he told me that he thought I was the prettiest girl he had ever seen in his life, and that he wanted to kiss me. I said ok, thinking he would just give me a little kiss. He grabbed my face and started kissing me aggressively, shoving his tongue into my mouth. I started to feel like, hey, this is my first kiss. This isn't supposed to go like this.<br><br>He started telling me that he wanted to go into the dunes and have sex. He told me he had a condom. I was like, no, I'm good. He started pulling on my arm, telling me to come with him. I told him again, no. He was getting more and more agitated. It started getting dark, and I knew I had to get away from him. I told him I had to find my friends, and he told me he would go with me. I told him, no, I'm going to go find them on my own.<br><br>He started walking with me back towards where the parties were, and I saw my friends and went up to them. He came up to us, and I think he said something like, "She's my girl now." My friends kind of looked at each other like, uh, that's not what she said. They told him to leave me alone, and he started yelling at them. I don't remember what he said, but it freaked me out and I told them I was ready to go. We left and he followed us back to our cars. We got in our car and drove away, and as we were pulling out he started hitting the windows with his fists and screaming. We drove back to my apartment and stayed there for the rest of the night.<br><br>The next day, one of my friends who had stayed at the beach told me that later that night, Luke started hitting on her and she rejected him. He started yelling at her and calling her a whore, and at one point he took his pants off and started waving his dick around. He also told her that he had a knife.<br><br>I never saw or heard from him again after that. But sometimes I think about how my first kiss was with some random drunk guy that acted like a psycho later that night, and how it could have gone a lot worse.