I am a 16 year old girl and I am just really angry

I am in such a great space in my life right now, my relationships with my boyfriend and my family are really good, my grades are really good, I have a lot of awesome hobbies and I just feel pretty confident and comfortable in my life in general. <br><br><br>I am angry about all the stuff that doesn't matter I am angry for the lessons I have to bring into my relationships. Male/female relationships and how I have to be prepared for so much fucking screwed up shit. <br><br><br>All of the things I HAVE to do, in order to live my life with dignity and respect and how that should be naturally respected, but it's not so you just have to do it anyway, whether you like it or not. <br><br><br>Some of these things include having to be prepared to be brutally sexually assaulted or even killed in otherwise completely normal situations, having to play dumb to get a guys attention and then pretend to get mad if they really hit on you, having to just kind of assume that every guy I meet is a potential threat, having to have my guard up at all times, having to be afraid of rejection, for the fear of getting beat the fuck up or murdered, having to have to go through this whole process of fucking getting to know someone, and I'm sure we all know what that feels like. <br><br><br>I am so fucking angry at the fact that I am a 16 year old girl and I have to worry about being a statue in a park or a piece of meat that a sick fiend has to cut up to satisfy his sick, deranged fantasies. I am so fucking proud to be a strong, confident young woman and I will not let these fucking losers ruin that. <br><br><br>I am just so proud to be a woman and I wish that every single woman on this earth, whether I know her or not, could live her most confident and empowered life ever. No one deserves this bullshit, <br><br><br>But I'm also glad I get to have this feeling, because that's what it feels like I think. <br><br><br>This is what it feels like to be angry on your own behalf.