My life is worse without her

I'm just here writing stuff down, not expecting to find actual incest lovers. My sister and I did stuff years ago, when we were younger, drunk, bored, whatever. But we haven't talked about it for over a decade. I honestly thought she had married well, had kids, and moved on with her life. We hadn't talked for years but that's what I thought was going on.<br><br>Then her and her kids moved in with me after her divorce. It was hard at first, I didn't expect to be a dad, but I took one for the team. And I don't know, seeing her everyday, talking to her, smelling her... My mind and body just went off. And I guess hers did too. And with our mom drunk and passed out and the kids asleep, it happened. And it was nothing like our clumsy first time, years ago. it was better. And I don't know, worse, because we did stuff and I realized, I'm a dad, this is my sister. This is wrong.<br><br>But she's great. She and her kids are the best thing that's ever happened to me. I'm just so happy, at peace, when she's with me. But I have to let her know I can't do more of this, right? No matter how much I want to.