I Relapsed

After a 3 day withdrawal, I relapsed. I’m so ashamed, disappointed and feel pathetic. I feel like I’ve set myself back 8 months. I know chronic pain is difficult to manage but I’m not sure how much more of this I can handle. I’m so tired of Relapsing. I’m so tired of this drug. I’m so tired of this feeling. I know I’m not alone because a lot of us suffer. Anyone have advice on what else to try?