I (20f) accidentally saw how my bf (19m) answered some questions in a reddit thread. He basically said that I am everything he wants in a girl, but that I am too "hideous" to date me.

This is really hard for me to write and to talk about, because I am so hurt. I am generally a confident person, but this just hit me like a rock. My boyfriend answered anonymously to a question about "What would you do, if your "dream girl" messaged you and was interested in you, but was by far out of your league?".<br><br>I saw his answer and it broke my heart. He said, that "it already happened", and that I am everything he likes, I have everything he wants, the way I talk, my personality and my body, he really likes how I dress, my style, the way I laugh, everything. <br>But that I am too ugly. I am "hideous" even. And that he is sad about it, but he can't date me. <br><br>I am feeling so bad right now, I never felt this insecure about my looks. I know I am not everyone's cup of tea, but I like how I look. I was really confident. I don't know, what to do or feel, I am really in love with him. Do I just end it? I don't know, I am hurt and very in pain. And I am sad about it. I was so happy, I felt like everything is so good. I don't know, what to do.