Why is that, when I had a ball at the house for a Christmas party, a few members of my family that I had a different sexual attraction to were at the party and I couldn’t get to them??

Yeah, I know. This is going to sound very weird, but I’m going to tell anyone about it, because I have a few family members I that I have sexual attraction to. Four to be exactly. Two of them are my first cousins, on my mom’s side that are in there early 40’s, the other two are aunts on my dad’s side in there early 30’s and late 40’s. I love those four people very much and already knew they were attracted to me. But with those four, I had a good time at the party. The problem is that I was busy with other family that I could never spend quality time with. I didn’t know it would end up this way. I had no idea of this happening to me. I had a lot of fun, but overall it was a disaster.