My (29F) husband (33M) has a party he goes to. He goes to be a voyeur, and I gave him permission.

I’m 29 and my husband is 33, we’ve been together for about 8 years.<br><br>We met when I was 20, and at the time, I was in a relationship with a guy who was cheating on me. My now-husband made a bet with his friends to see if he could get me to leave him for him. He did, and we’ve been together ever since.<br><br>A lot of people think it’s weird that he made a bet to be in a relationship with me, but for once, I was shown what I deserved, as opposed to what I had.<br><br>So, we’ve been together for 8 years, and not once has he treated me poorly. He works hard, he’s kind to everyone, and he loves me more than life itself. He takes care of me, the way I had always wanted to be treated.<br><br>About a year ago, he told me that this was a bet to see if he could take me away from my cheating boyfriend. I was floored, but he begged me to give him a chance to show me that he loves me and isn’t just with me because of a bet.<br><br>He was right, and I decided to stay with him because everything he had done for me had been out of love. He’s the love of my life, and I see that.<br><br>Fast forward to a few months ago, and he told me that he once had a fantasy about going to a party, and there’s a couple there that he can watch have sex.<br><br>He told me that it was a huge turn on for him, and it had become more than a fantasy for him. I told him that was okay, and we could look into it. I asked him what the turn on for him was, and he said it was because he got to see something so intimate, and once in a lifetime, and he was just a voyeur.<br><br>I asked what the circumstances surrounding this fantasy were, and he told me that there was a house that was basically used for parties, and that’s it. Everyone had to consent to whatever would happen.<br><br>He said there was a contract they would sign beforehand, spelling out what all would happen, and everyone involved would have to sign it.<br><br>I loved him so much, and I trusted him, so I told him to set it up, and we’d do it.<br><br>He was so excited, and we went over all of the details of the contract, and we signed it. It basically said there would be a group of people, we would go into a room, and we would have sex. The contract said no names, no phone numbers, and nothing outside of the party.<br><br>It sounded like a turn on for him, and I wanted to do it.<br><br>So we went to the party. We walked into this gorgeous house that I couldn’t imagine anyone living in. We were told where to go and we went upstairs. When we walked into this room, I couldn’t believe it.<br><br>There were 4 other people in the room, and the woman was already naked. It was like something out of a dream, and I was so excited. My husband was so excited too, and I could tell he was already getting hard.<br><br>We all started to get undressed, and before we even had a chance to get our clothes off, they had already started. I was in shock, but my husband just grabbed me and had me sit down on the floor with him.<br><br>He grabbed my hand and we sat there and watched as this couple had sex with the other couple in the room. It was amazing, and I could tell how turned on he was. He was squeezing my hand the whole time, and I could hear him breathing.<br><br>After they had all finished and everyone had left, we were still sitting on the floor. He looked at me and asked if I had enjoyed it, and I said I had. He looked so relieved, and he hugged me so tight.<br><br>I told him thank you for showing me something so amazing, and I had never experienced something so intimate.<br><br>He told me he had been nervous, but I reassured him that it was okay, and I wanted to do it with him. He was so happy, and we went home.<br><br>When we got home, we showered and went to bed. When we woke up the next morning, we had sex, and then we talked about it.<br><br>He told me that he loved me, and he was so grateful that I would be okay with him experiencing it. He told me he knew that it was a once in a lifetime thing, and I was his soulmate. I told him that I felt the same way about him.<br><br>I posted this to see if anyone else has ever experienced this, and if they have, what their experience was.<br><br>We have talked about it a few times since, and we decided we’d do it again whenever we get the chance.<br><br>I love him more than life itself, and I want to experience new things with him. He’s my soulmate, and I trust him forever.<br><br>Thanks for listening to my story, and I look forward to hearing anything you have to say.<br><br>Edit: Yes, we got blood work before we went. We were both tested and STI free, and we were told the other couple was also.<br><br>Edit: My husband doesn’t like threesomes, foursomes, etc. This was specifically what he was looking for, and he wanted to watch a couple have sex together.<br><br>Edit: We were told there would be 4 other people, and I’m assuming they were two couples, but I don’t know that for sure,<br>because we didn’t interact with them.<br><br>Edit: Yes, I was scared, I was terrified, but my husband was being supportive, and I trusted him enough to know that he would keep me safe.<br><br>Edit: We were both given a drug test, and we both were negative. We were also told that the other couple was negative as well.<br><br>Edit: Yes, I look at my husband differently now, because I see what he needed, and I was able to fulfill that need.<br><br>Edit: I do understand that this is a kink, and I understand that not everyone will understand or agree with it. I do get that, and I respect everyone’s thoughts.<br><br>Edit: Yes, we were both tested again after, and we both came back negative.