I'm a normie who has been lurking here for months.

I just can't help but laugh at the unrelenting display of hypermasculinity that you guys project onto the world. Like I'm sorry but nobody who has even an ounce of self awareness can possibly come across as tough or intimidating when they use phrases like "I'm going to unalive myself with my dear pistol" or "I will soon depart from this God forsaken Earth". Its just so cringe. Like come on I've seen 12 year olds talk tougher than this shit. If you guys want to kill yourselves, just do it already. This "Oh I'm gonna kill myself tomorrow, wish me luck" bullshit is just such a desperate cry for attention its embarrassing.