My wife thinks we've never been faithful to each other.

My wife has been married to me for over 20 years. We've been happy together, but she's not been the type to trust people. She's always been more on the negative side of people in general. She always assumes the worst in people.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>She was right in most cases, but when it came to me, I've ALWAYS been faithful. I would never do anything to hurt her, and she knows that. I've been her rock, her best friend, and her soulmate. She's the same to me.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>One day we got talking and she admitted that she never trusted me and always thought that I would leave her. I told her that I would never, but she said I'd never know because I'd never be there to see it. She always assumed the worst of me when we weren't together.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>She's said that she thought I was probably cheating whenever I went out with friends, or to see my family. She said she never trusted me when we first started dating. I asked her why she was with me if she thought that, and she said it was because she loved me, but she thought that I was probably lying about a lot of things.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I'm hurt because I thought she trusted me. She acted like she did. But the truth is, she never did. I've never given her a reason to think otherwise. I've always been honest. I've always been open. I've never done anything to hurt her.<br><br>&#x200B;<br><br>I'm not sure how to feel. I thought we had something special. I thought we were happy. But now I feel betrayed. I feel like she didn't really love me. I feel like she was using me. I'm not sure if I can trust her anymore.