A letter to my father

Dear Father,<br><br>I just wanted to say that I am so sorry to see how much you have aged since I have moved out. I know I didn't have much of a choice in the matter because I have been living in a constant state of hyper vigilant for the past few months since I have moved out of your house. I was forced to do this because I was constantly worried that my ex wife and her friends were going to show up and try to kill me.<br><br>I remember the look of desperation in your eyes when you begged me not to leave your house. I wish that I had listened to you and stayed, but I didn't because I was so afraid of what might happen if I didn't leave. I wish I had listened to you because I know that I would be happier and more secure if I had.<br><br>I know that you have been suffering since I have moved out. I can hear the stress in your voice when you talk to me on the phone. I know that you have been worrying about me non-stop. I can tell that you have been putting extra stress on your body, which has caused your hair to fall out and your face to get more wrinkled. I wish I had listened to you because I know that it would have saved me a lot of pain and stress.<br><br>I know that you have been worried about my financial situation, but I assure you that I am doing everything that I can to make ends meet. I have been working hard to pay off my debts and I am doing my best to stay out of debt. I have been trying to save up money so that I can get back on my feet. I know that I have a long way to go, but I am determined to get back on my feet.<br><br>I know that you have been worried about my mental health, but I am doing everything that I can to take care of myself. I have been seeing a therapist who specializes in trauma. I have been going to therapy regularly and I have been making progress in my treatment. I have also been going to support groups for men who have been through similar experiences as me. I have been working hard to take care of my mental health and I am doing everything that I can to heal.<br><br>I know that you have been worried about my physical health, but I am doing everything that I can to take care of my body. I have been working out regularly and I have been eating healthy foods. I have been taking care of my teeth by brushing them twice a day and flossing once a day. I have been going to the doctor regularly to make sure that I don't have any health problems.<br><br>I know that you have been worried about my relationships. I am doing everything that I can to stay safe and healthy in my relationships. I have been setting boundaries with my friends and family. I have been being clear with them about what I am and am not comfortable with. I have been being honest with them about my needs and desires. I have been working hard to build strong and healthy relationships.<br><br>I know that you have been worried about my future, but I am determined to have a bright future. I have been working hard to make sure that I have a stable career and a secure financial future. I have been doing everything that I can to build a happy and healthy life.<br><br>Thank you for everything that you have done for me, Father. I love you and I appreciate everything that you have done for me. I will always cherish the memories that I have of us together and I will always remember the sacrifices that you made for me. I will never forget the sacrifices that you made for me and I will always be grateful for them.<br><br>With love and appreciation,<br>Your son.