After years of hinting to my parents that they should let me live on my own, they finally gave me their approval by saying I am too stupid and immature to live on my own.

I am 19 [f], and I feel neither here nor there about my parents letting me live alone in my own place. I used to beg them to let me live alone in college, they had me live in a dorm but I wanted a solo apartment so I could have my own kitchen and bathroom. They rejected me and told me if they were so willing “to throw me out” then why even go to college? I could just live on my own 8 hours a way with no financial support. So, of course I didn’t push anymore. I’ve hinted since that I wanted to move out. They always shut me down. It wasn’t until we started having a massive argument over them realizing I sleep in until 1-2 pm, work out in my room with weights, and the whole fight just went back and forth until my dad said something like “we’ve decided you can live in your own place, but you aren’t leaving until you find a job and save up enough money” fast forward to my dad coming up to my room and telling me I have to move out by March so I can stop being a burden. What? I thought they were just saying that to annoy me. My mom’s words to me the other night were “you are an adult and have been treated as one your whole life, you’re too stupid and immature to live alone, but maybe you need to be treated like an actual adult then and not a little princess.” I don’t know if they really think that or it was just an argument, but I’m seriously wondering why tf they wouldn’t let me live alone before. Every time I brought it up they had valid points. Now, they just want to kick me out like I’m some unwanted child and they don’t care about me or whether I make it on my own or not. Honestly I don’t even want to live on my own anymore. It feels like they’re just trying to punish me by kicking me out.