I just finished 2 weeks "treatment" and I got a wake up call.

I just finished 2 weeks "treatment" and I got a wake up call.<br><br>For the last 2 weeks I've been in a "rehabilitation center" for addiction to drugs, and I'd like to say that I've learned a lot and it was the best thing I could have done for myself in months. While it was difficult, it was one of the most important experiences of my life.<br><br>I know that I've been posting "quit heroin" for months but I've been lying to myself and using it more than ever. I admit it. I'm scared of it. I've never liked it, but it's so damn cheap. I admit I was so damn low that I was using it to sleep, I admit I was so damn low when I lied "I'll only use a little heroin, I know my limits", I admit I was so damn low when I actually thought I could handle it.<br><br>I know now I can't do it alone, and I need help, so I'll be in therapy and I'd like to be sober for once. I admit I've never been sober for more than a week. I admit I've never even thought about being sober for more than a week. I admit I've been lying to myself and I feel bad for it.<br><br>I know that others are not as lucky as me and I'm not forgetting that. I can only imagine how it would feel to be in my situation. I admit I've been an addict for 8 years, and I'd like to stop it once and for all.<br><br>Thank you for listening to this, and thank you for your patience.