My parents got stumbled upon an incest video that I filmed. Turning 18?

Edit: <br>1. This is for real. I made this throwaway, just in case and I never post on Reddit. <br>2. The boomer parents came from Hungary, where incest is socially and culturally not tolerated. They don’t really know about it besides that’s its a sin and they can’t stand it. <br><br>This is my very first post on reddit. I didn’t know there are such subreddits. I never posted on Reddit private stuff about myself. This is my last post because it’s a throwaway. Usually, I don’t like to make anonymous accounts, but I had to now. <br>My country doesn’t tolerate incest, socially and culturally. I live in a Central European country. <br><br>I am 17.6 and my sister is 16. Turning 18 in 5 months. Never ever discussed with anybody about incest. It’s so uncommon and I feel like even mentioning it would cause a massive scandal. That’s why I chose Reddit. Just want to talk to anyone. Feel free to post any comments. I apologize for any grammar mistakes. English is not my native language, but that’s not an excuse. <br><br>My parents are very much old school. They are boomers. I think my generation’s reaction would be more understandable, but thanks to the boomers, we’re back to conservative and nationalist thinking and I think that’s going to last for another decade. <br><br>I know that I have a lot of feelings for my sister, like 1.5 years or so. Before, I dated. Not for long, but I did. I had 3 boyfriends before that, and nothing worked out. It happens. I’m not complaining that much. I’m happy with my life. But, at some point, I realized that I had some feelings for my sister. She’s pretty. I think she’s more beautiful than most girls and even girls I dated. She’s super clever and talented. Just want to mention. She can handle her own stuff. She’s not an innocent kid who doesn’t know anything about relationships and sex. She experienced oral sex before that, and even used a condom. <br><br>I didn’t tell her about that. I was afraid. I didn’t want to ruin our relationship. I knew that she’d be very defensive and even mad. I know that she loves me, but she’s not experienced enough to understand. They are boomers. Of course, she’s not aware of how common it is in the US or in other countries. She’s not aware of incest at all. I think they might have taught her that it’s against the law, sinful, and disgusting. Just the basics. I expected her to be very defensive. She’s very intelligent and I thought she could handle it, but maybe I was wrong. Usually, she was always defensive when I approached her. It was always difficult, and I think she always felt like I was judging her. I don’t know why and don’t really understand it. But I also feel like she might feel that I’m judging her when I confess. <br><br>So, instead of confessing, I did what I had to do. I chose to express myself and my feelings, and I filmed an incest video between the two of us. We did some foreplay. I think we went all the way. I didn’t think this was a big deal. She was very understanding and nice, and I think she enjoyed it. It was a great experience. I filmed with my phone, that was on the table. I thought she stumbled upon it, but she stumbled upon me instead, and we were stumbled upon. It didn’t end that well. <br><br>My parents thought that we were doing this for years. They just went crazy. I think this was my sister’s idea. She said it, and I think my mom said yes or something like that. While my dad just kicked us out. It was very chaotic. Just want to mention. They can’t tolerate us. They want to kick us out. They don’t want to see us anymore. <br><br>We can’t go anywhere. We are stumbled upon. It sucks. I’m sad. I can’t imagine living in an orphanage. I’m a girl. I think this could be dangerous. Maybe I’m just watching too many true crime videos. <br><br>We might get kicked out before that. Before turning 18?<br>I don’t know what to do? Do you have any advice? Should I ask for professional help?