Woke up feeling like total shit

I sleep with wool socks and a hat on because it keeps my head and feet warm, but I like to keep my sleep buddies in the freezer overnight and take them out about thirty minutes before I go to bed. They’re basically wool socks filled with beans that I can keep in the freezer and sleep with, it helps me get to sleep when I’m feeling really lonely. It’s embarrassing, but I don’t really give a fuck.<br><br>Woke up this morning to my bean sock friends missing. Probably a stupid prank from my roommate, but I’m feeling really hurt right now. It’s honestly embarrassing, but fuck, it means something to me and I’m just feeling awful. <br><br>I know I’m alone and I’m going to be alone forever and I can’t talk to women, but, I mean, fuck, I thought having something like that could help but I guess not. Just venting.<br><br>Edit: I’m a woman