I’m just so jealous of all you cis women

I wish I could be a cis woman. I know that I’m a trans woman and I should be grateful for the things that I have but I know I can’t be a cis woman. I wish that I could be your beta. I wish I could be your friend. I wish I could experience the things you experience and feel the way you feel. I know I can’t but I feel so jealous all the time. It just feels like I’ll never be able to be woman.<br><br>Edit: I would like to thank everyone for the kind words. I understand that I’m a woman and I’m just over feeling bad right now.