All incels are just in denial about being gay…..

I’m a gay incel with 0 partners and I can trace it back to my father and mother both never being satisfied with my appearance.<br><br>My father called me skinny and weak and my mother compared me to my brother saying he was the one with the face and I had the body. (funny enough… I’m the one with the face now and he’s the one with the body)<br><br>Anyways. I can’t help but feel in my castle, that maybe I’m just in denial about being straight…. And that’s the reason I can’t get a date because I’m trying to force a sexual attraction to women.<br><br>I’m in castle black… and a part of me wants to believe I can find a woman that likes me but… the more research I do…. the more I realize that men are so much more my type and I’ve just been in denial about my sexuality.<br><br>Maybe it’s just a different kind of in denial? Being in denial about being a never will be incel…. And accepting that I’m never going to find a man that likes me.<br><br>BUT… the main point of all this is…. I’m gay. There are gay incels just like there are straight incels.<br><br>And ALL incels are just incels with 0 partners. Why? Because it’s not about being straight or gay. It’s about being ugly. And if you’re ugly, you’re an incel.