My husband and I are having a boy and I'm unhappy

My husband and I are having a boy and I'm unhappy. I wanted a girl and I'm having a boy and I'm unhappy. I wanted a girl for a million reasons and we're having a boy.<br>And I'm so, so unhappy. <br><br>I know how lucky we are. I know how many people would switch places in a heartbeat. I know that. <br><br>But I'm sad that I don't get to do those things. I'm sad that that will never be my life. I'm sad because we won't be able to do all of the things we've talked about because we're having a boy. <br><br>And I feel like such a shitty person. I know my baby is a blessing. I know that. And I'm sad that his birth is taking away what I have always wanted. I know babies are blessings and I'm sad that his birth is taking something away from me. <br><br>I just know that I'll love my baby and I'm going to be a great mother but I'm just so sad that I'm not having a daughter. <br><br>I know it seems so easy to just be happy with what I have and not be sad that I'm not getting what I want, but it's harder than you think. <br><br>I'm happy for my baby. I'm so happy to be a mom, but I'm sad that the baby I'm having is a boy.