My dad won’t get a job but admits he’s going to kick me out in the spring. Advice?

My dad is an obese, alcoholic who sits in a wheel chair all day. He used to be a drunk addict as well, which he’s gotten over, but he replaced it with klonopin. He’s afraid to get a job because he’ll lose his disability check, which he uses to smoke weed, drink, and do klonopin. This is his 4th attorney to get his disability check and he only got it after a 6 year legal battle. <br><br>He says he needs his disability check, but he also says he’s not going to let me live there for free because he’s not my dad anymore. (I’m 28 so yeah I guess I should be moved out and fending for myself like a normal person) he’s just telling me this for his own guilt. <br><br>I kind of hate him, his addiction, and his general disregard for life, freedom, and self respect but he’s also my only family in this world. I don’t have an issue with working, I work in a factory, but I need time and money to save for an apartment or house or whatever. <br><br>The thing is, I’m not even mad at him anymore, I’m so unemotional at this point. I’ve been in therapy for the past year, I just got off of klonopin myself, and I’m more mentally clear than I’ve been in years. <br><br>The problem is, if I move out, he’ll be alone. He can’t take care of himself. If I move out, and he dies, that’ll be on me. If I stay, I’m basically his personal in home caretaker. I’m the person who has to call 911 and take him to the hospital when he falls over and breaks his hip bc he got blackout drunk as fuck. I’m the person who has to pick him up in the middle of the street at 3am bc he was trying to walk to the liquor store and fell over.<br><br>So yeah, I have a mum, but she lives in another state and has for the past 15 years. I tried to get her involved, she said fuck no. I don’t have any other family or friends, I’m a true incel with no social skills, no matter how hard I try. <br><br>What do you think I should do?