Two gay dudes in the room next to mine came home in the middle of the night and had sex. I have a lot of questions

My girlfriend is visiting me at my apartment this week. We shared a queen-sized bed and have not had sex. Our stays together have been very platonic. She’s from a conservative family and has only tried oral sex in the past. I’ve never had sex. <br><br>Last night, my neighbors in the adjacent room came home. One guy was in the bed furthest from our shared wall. The other guy was in the bed closest to the shared wall. <br><br>I could hear everything. It was so loud. The guy closest to the wall in my room was groaning so loudly. I was like wow this dude is getting a good BJ. Then it stopped. Then in about 30 minutes, he was groaning again. I came to the realization that he had given the other guy a BJ in return. Then they both fell asleep. It was 3am and I couldn’t sleep. <br><br>I am a gay man and have never experienced any gay sex. I have tried to initiate sex with my partner before but she said she was stressed and it was too early in the relationship. They were both so vocal during the sex. It made me feel so insecure that I have never experienced sex like that. I can’t stop thinking about it. <br><br>I wish my girlfriend could satisfy me the way those two guys satisfied each other. <br><br>TLDR: My gay neighbors in my dorm had sex and I’m a virgin.