Dear incest, I made it to 19. Thanks for the trip so far!

I've been waiting for this day since I was 15, as they say in most of the “I woke up next to you!” stories - it's the first time that we'll be home together, alone, for the whole day (and night!), since the holidays started.<br><br>My boyfriend had plans with his friends today, so he's away, and I messaged my sister and asked her if she could go on a small trip with me to check if my other brother is doing fine, and we also wanted to eat fast food somewhere further away from home; the lover boy said yes, and we came home, and our mom said we could go, so we did!<br><br>Both of us had a great time and ate fast food and had real fun. She's 5 years older than me, but she's still a kid, so I love her so much, and when we came home, I couldn't stop thinking about the fact that we're sisters. Even the thought of going on that trip together was making me feel all funny inside because we would be alone, and she would be driving and all - I love it so much!<br><br>Mom went to bed 2 hours ago, but we still haven't had dinner because we were full, and both of us don't like eating late, so we stayed up, played the video game, and watched the movie, and then played the video game again, and I mentioned how much it would suck if we had to go to bed now, and she said that it would suck if I had to go to bed now lol; I said “or if I had to sleep alone, or something!”, which is what I always say when I'm around her, and she just smiled.<br><br>However, she's being more friendly then ever, I really wish I could do whatever I wanted and I really hope I could be more brave than I was so far, but I'm not.<br><br>When we're playing the game together, she's sitting really close to me, touching me, smiling, and even laying her head on my shoulder, and it's doing things to me I can't even describe. I couldn't even move my hands because they were so close to her and I could see that she doesn't want to get up and lose the game, and she saw that I'm stuck so she could just move closer, but she didn't! But then, when she “lost” and stood up, she stood up on top of my legs and said she was only laughing, I made a little fall by slowly going on the floor just to show her that I couldn't move because of her, and the height difference is just insane when she's standing on top of me.<br><br>I had a time of my life tonight, and I wish the night never ends, and I can still do something about it. But I think I can say that I'm officially starting to feel that I'm not the only one who's feeling this way. I'm not sure if it's just because I want to see it, but I do feel like they're both feeling it too.<br><br>Probably the most incestuous night I've ever had so far, and it feels insane! Maybe I can say that I'm officially starting to feel that I'm not the only one who's feeling this way, and that gives me hope for some kind of future.