I am a white, attractive looking woman, and i am disgusted when white men approach me

I am mixed, both black and white, and although i used to dye my hair blond and get blue contact lenses, i was always a proud black woman. The black women at the mall where i used to work accepted me as one of their own, and they taught me a lot about being strong, independent, and fierce. I often got approached by black men, from all over the world, and they always treated me like a queen. They told me that i was beautiful, and they treated me very well, always willing to show me off. I have been approached by white men before, but they never treated me well. They would tell me that i was pretty for a black girl, or they would ask if the rumors about black girls were true. In fact, i have never been treated worse than when i dated a white man. They were always making black jokes, and often telling me that they would never date a fully black woman. I am glad that i am not the only black woman that white men approach, i would hate to be too good for them, and i don't want to give them the satisfaction of being with a strong, beautiful black woman. I am disgusted by white men, and i will never date one again.<br><br>Update: i am overwhelmed by all of the messages that i have gotten. For those who have DM'd me, thanking me for speaking out, i appreciate y'all. However, i am not going to use my body as a reward. If you want to date me, then it's going to be on my terms. I am not going to date anyone who thinks that they deserve me. I am not an object or a prize, i am a person, and i deserve to be treated well. I am not going to date anyone who fetishizes me, so if you are interested in dating me, then you need to show me that you are in it for the right reasons.